a dream is an answer to a question you haven’t asked..

September 18th, 2008

a different level of fan-girl-ism

Posted by dejibu in musings

Join Team Kalan Porter

I’ve signed up for CIBC’s Run for the Cure and would be running as part of Team Kalan Porter. No, I did not sign up in the hopes that he will be there waiting at the finish line, willing to give a hug to someone who will probably be miserably sweating and panting…

That aside, I would really appreciate any contributions toward my goal. For those who do donate, much love from me. For those who don’t, you’ll get _all my love_ this Christmas. Just kidding.

https://www.cibcrunforthecure.com/html/personal_page.asp?track=2983578&languageid=1

September 3rd, 2008

nike + 10k human race

Posted by dejibu in nyar!!

You can say I’ve been enjoying my running this summer. I can’t say I’m taking it that seriously, but I’m taking it seriously enough to get new running shoes and use orthotics because I’m terribly flat footed and my right foot badly over-pronate. I try to run 3 to 5 times a week, time and weather permitting, and regularly run with Louie on saturday mornings.

I wanted to encourage Louie towards a more active lifestyle so I signed us up for the Nike+ 10k Human Race. Basically Nike+ users around the globe run at key cities or affiliated running centres (like the Running Room for Toronto and other non-key cities) to raise money and set a new world record. Thankfully she didn’t get mad, and was actually interested in training for the run. We did the Terry Fox 10k last year, which we intend to do in less than 2 weeks, so we figure another race shouldn’t make much of difference. Plus, we’re actually going to do more running this time.

The Nike+ run was suppose to start at 8:30 am. It was a hot sunday morning, with the day’s high of 28 degrees celsius. Our 10k group started late because the pacer couldn’t come, so they were trying to find somebody to volunteer as pacer. Louie and I just ran our own pace, with short walk breaks in the cool shadows and mad dashes trying to outrun the heat of the sun.

Over-all it was a good experience. Although our times are nothing to boast about, we had fun. Notice my ranking - 28160. I dunno how many people participated in the run, but I hope I wasn’t dead last. LOL.

Louie and I are both looking forward to the Terry Fox run this year. I’m still contemplating whether I want to do the Scotiabank Waterfront 5k. Either way, I’d still be paying $40 bucks for it because I’ll be registering quite late. Something to think about after the next run.

September 3rd, 2008

from stephen king’s the dark tower series

Posted by dejibu in musings

Why must you hurt me, when I love you so? When I can do nothing else nor want to, for love made me and fed me and kept me in better days?

Why will you cut me, and disfigure my face, and fill me with woe? I have only loved you for your beauty as you once loved me for mine in the days before the world moved on. Now you scar me with nails and put burning quicksilver in my nose; you have set the animals on me, so you have, and they have eaten of my softest parts.

Around me the can-toi gather and there’s no peace from their laughter. Yet still I love you and would serve you and even bring the magic again, if you would allow me, for that is how my heart was cast when I rose from the Prim. And once I was strong as well as beautiful, but now my strength is almost gone.

If the torture were to stop now, I might still recover - if never my looks, then at least my strength and my kes. But another week… or maybe five days… or even three… and it will be too late. Even if the torture stops, I’ll die. And you’ll die too, for when love leaves the world, all hearts are still. Tell them of my love and tell them of my pain and tell them of my hope, which still lives. For this is all I have and all I am and all I ask.

- Sheemie Ruiz, The Dark Tower, Stephen King pg 334